how i feel now...

whenever i stay at home i think of her even when come to dinner i still think of her.. and than end up i eat one little rice by little... i have no idea when i can forget about her and walk forward.... and whenever i go out with you guys i still will be very slient you know why? because i will suddenly talk about her... i know my life still have many hopes but think over again without her my hopes when off just like this... and is like a com without mouse and keybored without them can you still move and type?... and everytime i saw the box she given to me that makes me think back the time we were togarther that time i was very happy to have this box given from her.... i even still think back the time i make her smile infront of the phone..... i wish we could be like last time again but once lost will never gain back....